http://www.thejhub.com/home/Blog/shanna/334 I made it through my friend Diana's services.  I made it to the guest book before crying.  That is really good for me to make it that far.  It was a great service beautiful casket, roses, and the family had a couple pictures of her sitting on her casket. I even went up in front of God and everyone there and talked about Diana and told everyone how much I miss her.  Now I am the type of person that can not stand, sit, kneel or even crawl in front of a group of people I have always been terrified and that is crazy cause I am very much a people person love talking to strangers like I have known them forever but to be in front of a group no way no how not me.  I was so scared I can't remember what I even said hope I did ok LOL.  I even tried doing what everyone tells you to do when you have to speak in front of a group of people and that is " just imagine everyone sitting in their underware" ya well they lied it doesn't work I tried it today and trust me it was way more scarier imagining all those people in the underware I even tried imagining them in all different kinds of underware when one pair didn't help I would imagine another kind of undies until I got to thong undies and that was scary enough  to say "ok I give it can't take seeing anymore undies".  At the gravesite it was neat because there were some geese that flew by and you could here them talking to each other.  I know Diana was on the wings of one of them hitchen a ride to say "goodbye" to all of us one last time.   I don't know if you seen the two dogs they featured on tv last night Barney and Shorty, but those two little cuties are Diana's and she was always worried about what would happen to them if she ever passed away, well the animal shelter is trying to adopted them both out without having to seperate them.  Diana would just die if they were seperated.  The animal shelter is not charging a fee for the adoption if anyone out there has room in their heart and home for Barney and Shorty please please don't let them be seperated or put to sleep that would kill Diana she cares so much about them two little cuties.  I would love to take them and would but I have 2 dogs and 3 cats.   Anyway Diana I will come and visit you soon and bring Gabers your twin LOL. THIS IS THE BLOG THAT WAS DONE FOR BARNEY AND SHORTY: Barney & Shorty lost their owner 12/9/07. She died suddenly and now they need to find a new home. Barney (the Bassett X ) is about 5 yrs. old and Shorty is about 5 yrs. They are indoor dogs with great, fun personalities. They are both neutered. They seem to be inseparable as Shorty follows Barney everywhere. Their owner loved these dogs and spoiled them Shorty sleeps on the bed and Barney on the floor by the bed. They love to eat "hot doggies" for their treat and Barney loves to carry on a conversation. Your friend forever and ever Shanna I made it through my friend Diana's services.  I made it to the guest book before crying.  That is really good for me to make it that far.  It was a great service beautiful casket, roses, and the family had a couple pictures of her sitting on her casket. I even went up in front of God and everyone there and talked about Diana and told everyone how much I miss her.  Now I am the type of person that can not stand, sit, kneel or even crawl in front of a group of people I have always been terrified and that is crazy cause I am very much a people person love talking to strangers like I have known them forever but to be in front of a group no way no how not me.  I was so scared I can't remember what I even said hope I did ok LOL.  I even tried doing what everyone tells you to do when you have to speak in front of a group of people and that is " just imagine everyone sitting in their underware" ya well they lied it doesn't work I tried it today and trust me it was way more scarier imagining all those people in the underware I even tried imagining them in all different kinds of underware when one pair didn't help I would imagine another kind of undies until I got to thong undies and that was scary enough  to say "ok I give it can't take seeing anymore undies".  At the gravesite it was neat because there were some geese that flew by and you could here them talking to each other.  I know Diana was on the wings of one of them hitchen a ride to say "goodbye" to all of us one last time.   I don't know if you seen the two dogs they featured on tv last night Barney and Shorty, but those two little cuties are Diana's and she was always worried about what would happen to them if she ever passed away, well the animal shelter is trying to adopted them both out without having to seperate them.  Diana would just die if they were seperated.  The animal shelter is not charging a fee for the adoption if anyone out there has room in their heart and home for Barney and Shorty please please don't let them be seperated or put to sleep that would kill Diana she cares so much about them two little cuties.  I would love to take them and would but I have 2 dogs and 3 cats.   Anyway Diana I will come and visit you soon and bring Gabers your twin LOL. THIS IS THE BLOG THAT WAS DONE FOR BARNEY AND SHORTY: Barney & Shorty lost their owner 12/9/07. She died suddenly and now they need to find a new home. Barney (the Bassett X ) is about 5 yrs. old and Shorty is about 5 yrs. They are indoor dogs with great, fun personalities. They are both neutered. They seem to be inseparable as Shorty follows Barney everywhere. Their owner loved these dogs and spoiled them Shorty sleeps on the bed and Barney on the floor by the bed. They love to eat "hot doggies" for their treat and Barney loves to carry on a conversation. Your friend forever and ever Shanna en-us I'm so sorry to hear you lost your friend. That's just sad. I wonder whose taking care of them while they're looking for a home. I feel so bad, we cant take them in, though I'd love to. I'm sure your friend is high in the heavens smiling down on you. I'm not good at saying sorry when someone has died. It's so heartbreaking...  I"m sure you did wonderful at the speech. You seem to be good at that. I've noticed that seeing people in thier undies doesn't work for me either. I end up wanting to run away rather then it making it easier. LOL God bless you and your friend.   http://www.thejhub.com/home/Blog/shanna/334/#c_353 http://www.thejhub.com/home/Blog/shanna/334/#c_353 I'm so sorry to hear you lost your friend. That's just sad. I wonder whose taking care of them while they're looking for a home. I feel so bad, we cant take them in, though I'd love to. I'm sure your friend is high in the heavens smiling down on you. I'm not good at saying sorry when someone has died. It's so heartbreaking...  I"m sure you did wonderful at the speech. You seem to be good at that. I've noticed that seeing people in thier undies doesn't work for me either. I end up wanting to run away rather then it making it easier. LOL God bless you and your friend.