http://www.thejhub.com/home/Blog/pokypup17/382 Well, to my surprise, Milo gets to live another day. I've noticed and my mom has noticed in his eyes that he's not in unbearable pain. One thing we really dont want to do is put him down too early, but not wait too late. It's the look in his eyes. All he wants is to be with us, to play and give kisses. He's defently enjoyed the recent attention. He's not out of the woods though. Mom's going to cancel the appointment but if we see him in any pain, and misery, he's going in and we're not second guessing again. I feel awful for him. I know he's in pain. I wasn't looking forward to putting him down but I was beginning to come to terms with myself and dealing with it. I've asked God for his help. I know I wasn't ready, but it isn't up to me, it's up to Milo. I know he will let us know when he's ready. Dogs have a way of doing that. If I ever won alot of money, I'd try to make his last day's as comfortable as possible. As a poor college student it's hard to do. I even bought him Reese's cups for tomorrow. I almost wish it was tomorrow becuase I was so ready. But I'm also glad I get another day with him. I have Aaron, the love of my life, and although he can't replace Milo, I can lean on him and allow him to step in. Milo has gone through too many adventures. I could not have been so active and happy without him. I wont ever leave his side, as he's never left mine. And as his best friend, I'll be ready for when he is. But for now, he gets to live. We just have to keep a close eye on him and wait. I love you Milo, hang in there Pup.   Well, to my surprise, Milo gets to live another day. I've noticed and my mom has noticed in his eyes that he's not in unbearable pain. One thing we really dont want to do is put him down too early, but not wait too late. It's the look in his eyes. All he wants is to be with us, to play and give kisses. He's defently enjoyed the recent attention. He's not out of the woods though. Mom's going to cancel the appointment but if we see him in any pain, and misery, he's going in and we're not second guessing again. I feel awful for him. I know he's in pain. I wasn't looking forward to putting him down but I was beginning to come to terms with myself and dealing with it. I've asked God for his help. I know I wasn't ready, but it isn't up to me, it's up to Milo. I know he will let us know when he's ready. Dogs have a way of doing that. If I ever won alot of money, I'd try to make his last day's as comfortable as possible. As a poor college student it's hard to do. I even bought him Reese's cups for tomorrow. I almost wish it was tomorrow becuase I was so ready. But I'm also glad I get another day with him. I have Aaron, the love of my life, and although he can't replace Milo, I can lean on him and allow him to step in. Milo has gone through too many adventures. I could not have been so active and happy without him. I wont ever leave his side, as he's never left mine. And as his best friend, I'll be ready for when he is. But for now, he gets to live. We just have to keep a close eye on him and wait. I love you Milo, hang in there Pup.   en-us