Real Name: Stacy Spencer Member Since: August 29, 2007 Last Signed In: September 11, 2008 Profile Views: 364 Blog Views: 739 7 years ago today Idaho State University Honeymoon 1st Surgery My Awsome Mother Fishies Missing Milo Milo's date of Freedom Egzima Attack... again Philosophy again... August 07 September 07 October 07 November 07 December 07 January 08 February 08 March 08 April 08 May 08 June 08 July 08 August 08 September 08 October 08 November 08 
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My puppy
My puppy, Milo, hasn't been doing well these last few years with the cold. Mom has mentioned to put him down after Christmas. I love him so much, it breaks my heart to kill him. Sure, I'm putting him out of his misery, but I'm also destroying him as his best friend. Everything he's done for me, and just being a dog. He's 11 years old, and my best friend. My boyfriend claims I love Milo more than I love him. (And I do.) What am I to do without him? I feel so heartbroken. I feel down everyday thinking that I will loose my best friend, and never see him again. All I can tell myself is that it's for the best. I tell him I love him everyday. I pray that he knows I love him. Aaron, my boyfriend, says he knows Milo loves me by the way Milo looks at me. He's my true love. I've spoiled him rotten in the passed few weeks too. I took him to PetCo for the first time. He didn't know what to do. LOL I also take him out for walks and give him special treats. I know he loves chocolate and peanut butter so I figure I will give him a peanut butter cup before we go into the vet's. Hehe. Having a dog die before is very hard, expecially when that dog is your best friend and ally. I wont have time for another. I'm too busy as it is. I just feel empty and lonely.. knowing the fate.
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posted by
MissKathy
on Nov 26, 2007 at 05:06 AM
I know how you are feeling. We just had to put or dog down and it was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. But now that it is over. It is so much better. Our dog was in bad shape and she couldn't even stand up on her own. I know that she is out of pain and that she still is my dog and will be forever. The only way I can deal without her is thinking that she is in a better place and she can run with the big dogs and is having a time of her life. I know that is most likely sick and wrong but that is the only way I can handle being with out her. So I hope that it gets better and that you know you are doing her better by letting her go so that she is out of pain. MissKathy
posted by
shanna
on Dec 11, 2007 at 11:22 AM
I know exactally how you feel and what you are going through. Me and my hubby at the time, had to make the decison of rather to put asleep two of our dogs. It is one of the hardest things to go through. To make things worse we wanted both of them cremated the vet creamate one and threw out my other dog like trash. I was furious the vet said it was a mistake. They took someone very special to me and just threw her out like trash at least if I had her ashed a part of her would still be with me. Then I lost three animals (2) dogs and a kitten with in a month of each other. My one dog got hit (on purpose) than about a week later I came home from work and found my other dog dead, then about 3 days later I accidentally ran over my kitten and killed it. My ex paid to get one of my dogs cremated for me cause I had her for a long time. I have the ashes of two of my dogs in my bedroom I just cant bare to part with them. This way I have aleast a part of them around me all the time. So if Milo has to go to pet heaven, I will let my dogs know that they are going to have a friend soon and to take great care of Milo for you. I know deep in my heart that we did the right thing. And now they all have a new awsome friend in Milo. Shanna
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