I'm sorry you are feeling so yukky - It's a good time of year for seasonal depression.  The lack of sunlight and the onset of winter is enough to make any happy-go-lucky feel like crap.  BUT...it will pass.  How to get from point a to point b is the objective, and I'm not sure what to suggest to you to do so.  Why not plan a day drive, or an overnight getaway if you can.  Even a quick trip to Lava Hot Springs and soaking in the hot pools can really re-energize one's soul.  Maybe a drive up to Idaho Falls to feed the ducks and geese on the river and lunch at Olive Garden.  Or I hear there are a few corn maizes around up there.  Something to celebrate the season, so to speak.

Just hang in there - You have a lot to look forward to, it appears!  Until the NEXT seasonal depression has the opportunity to get ya...and that's  CHRISTMAS!!!  That is a WHOLE NEW TOPIC!!

I know how you feel when it comes to depression because I have it also.  I feel the same way you do sometimes.  I also feel like crying all the time but I don't know what I want to cry about.  I want to sleep allday and cuddle with my boyfriend and never get out of bed sometimes too.  When I get depressed I don't eat and feel really weak, I get aggitated very easy, I want everyone to leave me alone and just "go away".  I wish I had the energy to get up and do something fun but I just don't have any energy at all when I am depressed. The worst thing about depression is everyone suffers around you it doesn't just affect you.  I always tell my kids that I am so sorry if I did anything to make them feel bad and I have explained to them what depression is and how it affects me and I let them know that if I ever make them feel bad just remember that when and if I do that, I don't mean to and that I love.  So when I get upset or something and then I realize it I always tell my kids I love them and I am sorry and they will say " it is ok mommy we know you love us you are just having a bad day"  But anyway I do know what you are going through you might want to try a different anti-depressent I have been on 5.  I finally found one I really like and really helps alot.  Nothing against people that dont have depression but people that don't have depression doesn't know really what it is like.  They always suggest to go out for a drive, walk, or shopping and as much as people with depression would love to do that, we just can't get to that point and people just don't understand that.  I always talk to my dad cause he has depression also so we help each other out alot cause we know what each other is going through cause we both have been in each others situations.  Hang in there girl I know how hard it is, If you ever need someone to talk to when you are feeling this way I am here for you.  I know we don't know each other but I love to help people feel better.  It helps with my depression to.  One thing though and I was really bad at it make sure you take your pill everyday or you will not get better took me along time to realize that.  It does get better day by day and marci4tony is right in saying that the holidays are the worst time but hang in there girl we can win this togehter. 

Shanna