I know where you are coming from.  I am also at an age I don't want to be LOL.  Do you ever feel that when you do go about life one foot in front of the other that you find yourself tripping over yourself?  You are not alone I am not doing what I really want to do either, but I don't really want to do what it takes to do what I want to do LOL. although I may not be doing what I want to be doing or be the age I would like to be,  I really am lucky to have my two best friends, my daughter and son and my soul mate to help me through life. Now those are 3 things I would never change

Shanna 

Your posting made me want to reply so here I am. I find it strange that you say you are at an age you don’t want to be. Isn’t it good to be at that age and know you have come so far?  (I assume you are over 30?) Plus you say you are at a point in your life that you don’t want to be.  Wow! I know that everyone views their life differently but I have always been one to look on the bright side and think that there is a purpose and reason for being where I am and hopefully, you can think that you too have a purpose.

Having gone through some rough times, looking back, I can see now that it led me to where I am now and without those times, I wouldn’t be here and happy now. On the other hand, if you want to change, which we all contemplate at sometime or other in our lives, I would recommend thinking of every possible scenario that might happen. Then list every pro and con that you can and after you have done all that, make your change and don’t look back! Just go ahead and never say, “Well, I should not have done that!”  If it turns out wrong just take it as a lesson learned and don’t have regrets.  Who knows, it might just be the catalyst that gives you a new and better life. Hope this wasn’t too philosophical! :-)

   As to your last question, my answer is yes and I am so thankful that I can say that!